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Just wanted to clear out the mopey sadtimes journal from my profile page.
Still not drawing, though.
I think I may have forgotten how.
I didn't realise that creativity could simply- not be.
It's not there. Gone.
I usually find leafing through my old stuff helps spur it, but then I'll grab some paper and pencil and- it'll be an hour later, and it's blank.
I don't want to force anything, because the result of such action is always invariably shit.
Still not drawing, though.
I think I may have forgotten how.
I didn't realise that creativity could simply- not be.
It's not there. Gone.
I usually find leafing through my old stuff helps spur it, but then I'll grab some paper and pencil and- it'll be an hour later, and it's blank.
I don't want to force anything, because the result of such action is always invariably shit.
Return of the Thing
I am doing the drawing of the stuff again.
'Bout damned time. This account's now 11 years old. Fucking hell.
Anybody from yon older days still kicking around? Or have y'all jumped ship onto sites that haven't even existed yet? Seems like most artists are on Tumblr or Pixiv or Twitter or Pinterest or somethingwhatever.
X
More than two years since I've drawn anything new.
The fire has died.
The spark extinguished.
Alarm and mild depression is a bizarre mixture of feelings.
Initially I was furious and scared, but the doctor said that it's not unexpected, and that it would take time before any noticable improvement. So- roll with the punches- I've kind of accepted that, and eventually just kinda stopped caring. Stopped trying to force it, anyways.
But over two years without the one thing that has essentially been my life force- the one thing that I've truly had a passion for- is starting to wear me down.
Not that I'm really down in the dumps or any of that
Artists Block
~Y-U-NOplz (https://www.deviantart.com/y-u-noplz)
Why can't you just bolly well piss right the fuck off AND LET ME FUCKING DRAW SOMETHING.
A YEAR, nay-
MORE THAN A YEAR SINCE I'VE DRAWN ANYTHING NEW.
ARGH.
I AM MOST DISPLEASED WITH THIS.
Despicable Me
I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
Throughout the past year, my artistic drive has completely left me.
Generally, I'd just chalk this up to artist's block- but this is rather unnatural.
So until further notice, I hereby declare this account dead.
Too many broken promises, and there is absolutely no way that I can catch up with everything.
Goddammit I'm such a fucking bastard...
Abandon ship.
Watch Rome burn.
Psychorror died a year ago.
I'm sorry.
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